february

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february 5th, 2011 — 'stagnation' re 'productivity' re 'dead midgets' seems 'incredible' in an almost impossible way based on the amount of time/energy i feel that i've put into the movie. everything has 'come to a standstill', seemingly. feels awful. i have moved to baltimore, have completed the final[ish] draft of the script and am working on reinvigorating general interests among the cast, who, since classes began, have steadily decided that being in a movie is too time-intensive, though it will ultimately require something like 10-15 hours over the course of four months. i don't know. i feel angry